Ебаный в рот.

Опять та же хуйня. Опять 25.

I wanna feel wanted. Exaggerated sexuality, movements, outfits. Men don't get me, they think I want them to kiss me.

Challenge to get your interest. To be liked by you. Naive and borderline desire to give you more than Eva.

Challenge and anger that you think I can't handle all your darkness. I'd feel better if you say that it's you too hard and dark and crazy. And me not that weak.
Though I am.

The pill kills me. My friend says I spend my life, spend precious vitality, but it's not infinite and at some point I'd fall into bottomless empty well.