Well, that means you won't get your gloves back. And I won't kiss you for the last time.

My heart is pounding, I am shaking, this is really hard for me. But I must do it. I want to stop seeing you. Completely.

There are many reasons, and we did discuss it not once.
Each of us has his side. My side is that at the beginning I thought I can simply have sex with you with no mental consequences.
But very soon I got attached

i was genuinly giving myself and opened a lot of me to you. Including unprotected sex which I never had before.